funny how i know him so well.. when he was mad.. there are only 2 things.. mad because he couldn’t do better at school even though he tried.. and the other thing is his nephew.. he always fight with his 12 years old nephew..
it’s funny when he told me that he hates his nephew, but i know deep down in his heart he loves his nephew.. he’s just too shy to admit it..
why is he always fight? i mean he’s 28 already?.. it’s because deep down, he’s still a child.. he’s not mature.. he’s childish.. and selfish.. and it’s funny how i love that side of him..
at the very first time, i hate him so badly.. he’s such a selfish mean childish man.. but after i knew that he’s not that mature.. i learned to understand better and better about him..
i’ve always listened to his story.. about ancy, the girl whom he likes.. and the girl who broke his heart.. who made him sad.. who left him disappointed.. about his sisters, he has 2 older sisters.. and he loves them so much.. i can feel happiness when he was talking about his sisters.. he adores them so much..
what else? oh.. about his school.. the subjects are very difficult, no matter how hard he study, he always get a c.. there was one time he got b.. he was soo happy.. he was like a little boy who got presents from Santa..
about his nephew.. that he always fight with.. his very ignorant nephew, who has 180 degrees different from him.. hahahahaha.. i always smile when he told me this story..
there was once, i thought he hated me so bad.. because he always calling me names.. one of ’em is buritos.. one time he asked me, “do you know why i called you buritos? because buritos are my favorite” and i laugh.. and then jokingly, i said to him “and you called me that because i am your favorite right?” and he said “off course you are!! you are my best friend!”
do you know how happy i am to be acknowledge as his best friend? all the hardwork was paid at the moment he said that i am his best friend..
our realtionship changed.. from chat friend into best friend.. there was one time, he asked me.. “wanna talk? i will listen..” and yes he listened.. although not very long.. cause he always ended up preaching about what i said, what i did.. something like that..
funny how i love that..
he was one hell of a hateful guy.. but not anymore.. he turned into a sweet guy.. which he actually was.. it’s just that i didn’t know him that much back then..
funny how me.. who tend to forget things, remembers all the things he said.. up until now..
i was always the guy behind the curtain.. supports him on whatever he do, whether it’s wrong or right.. i just have to support him.. when he made a mistake, i never blame him.. i always said positive things about him.. i don’t want him to loose his confidence..
funny how he always asked.. “miss me?” and i always replied “yes.. so badly..” with a sarcasm tone in it..
funny how he always thought that it was a sarcasm.. while actually, it came from the bottom of my heart..
life is very funny.. and yes it is another sarcasm..
when he said that he’s not going to online again.. he will delete msn.. he will not online on msn or ym or skype again.. i always thought that he will come back soon.. it will be just for days.. it will not last that long..
funny how now.. it’s been weeks.. and i never heard from him again.. i sent him email.. but never once he replied..
funny how he wants to disappear from my life.. funny how i am mad because he never ask for my permition.. funny how it hurts when he left..
funny when he said that he’s afraid that i will fall in love with him someday.. and i laugh out loud.. while saying.. it will be the last thing i would do..
but now.. i sit here, in front of my laptop.. wishing he would appear in my msn.. and said “oi ritos”
how i love that nick name he gave me.. how i miss he calls me with that name.. how i miss talking to him.. how i miss everything about him..
funny how i love him that much… 😦